I'm very nervous now. I'll go back to school, exactly next Tuesday. This year is the final year in my junior high school, so it'll be very hard. My parents are always proud of me, and I'm also very self-confident, maybe self-important. I have never lost till now, at school, although I have never really studied. I mean: I use less than 2 hours each day for studying. I always think that I'm very intelligent, and maybe that's the truth, but I can't be satisfied with myself. I'm in the selected team of my school, but I'm not the best. I want to be the best. But I'm lazy, I have tried many ways, but I can't. I'm making pressure on myself. And I think it's necessary.

Somebody have said:
You can do if you want.
Just go out and show them who you are.